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when faced with the task of telling other people about myself i tend to draw a big fat blank. how do i make it all sound so damn exciting that you'll all be salivating with anticipation of my next journal entry? for the most part, i live a fairly casual, quiet life. keep to myself, hang out with close friends, listen to music, hang out with my animals who remind me to live in the moment and not stress too much about the "what ifs" and the "why the hell is this happening to me" moments (of which there have been plenty). see? nothing much there... a big fat zero, really. like everyone else i guess i clam up when i really really like someone and have what could be best described as a heart attack when they notice me or (god forbid) try to strike up a conversation. in fact, i'm pretty damn good at giving people i really really like the impression that i really really don't like them. for the most part, it's these moments of awkwardness i'm going to be sharing with you. i guess it's also because i'm sick and tired of feeling like i'm the only human on this planet who has any of these feelings, that i've decided sharing these moments might be one of those "cathartic" thingies. ok i know this isn't true, but what it feels like feels as if i'm the only person feeling it.... uh... ok.

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